I jumped out of a fucking plane today. What the fuck did you do?

I jumped out of a fucking plane today.


What the fuck did you do?

First day back

Religious people make me laugh

I agree with the Democratic Party but I hate the party. 

I need to shut up. 

I keep talking, keep talking, keep talking, keep talking, keep talking

shut the fuck up

I need to listen, I need to listen, I need to listen, I need to listen

Listen

But I am afraid of silence

Jumping out of trains

Today I trained hoped. The train would roll down the tracks like Cheetha warming up to chase it's pray. 

Skydiving canceled part 2

Mother Fuckers canceled my ascent to Earth. All I want to do is jump out of a plane a free fall for 45 seconds and pull a parachute. I am still going to A-town.

I don't give a fuck

I don't give a fuck what I say on here anymore. I am going to be dropping knowledge bombs left and right.

Laundry

I finally did my laundry. I am not a patient person and thats what I don't like about doing laundry.

There is something so cute and pristine about couples that do their laundry together. Clothes are dirty but we are free. Sleep together naked but not sexual just together. Love is dirty laundry. It's sharing clothes, it's not knowing what clothes are yours and mine but our sweatshirt. Our Our not Hour but we not me. Pain makes you know you are alive. Pain makes other human but not me, not me, not me, not me. I am more than more. The laundry mat love the girl thats cute. I think I was in love once, I still am. We didn't love each other at the same time. I hated myself. I dunno.
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fuck fuck fuck
its getting late and I am high.

I can hear my neighbor(yes I spelled it correctly) yelling at mother or whoever though the wall. I think I am fucked up.

Big day tomorrow. Big Young Dems meeting.
glasses.

What will I think when I read this later. I wanted to use the word tomorrow but didn't use it, but now I have.

Fuck Queen Latifa.

Bad day

Well I have not posted in a few days are at least I have not been posting every day. I am off of my Lexapro again and thats not good. I don't take very good care of myself sometimes. I am anxious and irritable and depressed. I think I got things done today but I am not sure. I have finished three books in the last three days. I paid the parking ticket, paid the court, paid for Belize, and I think I did a few other things. I talked to my mom a bunch. I just have to keep writing, even if I don't want to. I have alcohol classes tomorrow and have to go to do a few other things.

To Remove Mike Goldberg from the UFC announcer team

This is my recent post from Bloodyelbow. Follow me and tell your friends.


It has become clear to me over these recent months and years that Mike Goldberg is no longer an asset to the UFC announcer and analyst team. He is a good promotional man and has a great voice but he has increasingly delivered poor performances. His job is the Play-by-play announcer, this means that he is spouse to tell the viewers at home what is happening in the fight. His partner Joe Rogan's job is to be the color commentary, this means he contributes analysis, back round information, explanation of movies, etc. I have noticed that Joe Rogan has been playing both the color commentary and play-by-play roles. Mike Goldberg is not delivering on his end of the bargain. I have read comments and stories in this blog and others that have discussed Goldberg's weak commentary and overall lack of knowledge about MMA. The UFC has grown so large that Goldberg no longer a suitable commentator. When the UFC was smaller he was good but at this level he is not. This will be followed by a petition to remove Mike Goldberg


To Remove Mike Goldberg

President Obama's response

President Obama's statement to the protests in Egypt was a pussy response.

President Obama's response

President Obama's statement to the protests in Egypt was a pussy response.

Lost my ability to write

I think about these posts. I don't look at them. Their shit, I have lost confidence in my ability to write. This is going to be my semester by I have just not wanted to write these paper this week. Writing is different than speaking, I am a speaker that has come to writing. I want to write but I hate writing. Maybe it's because I smoke to much. I am not sure. I am tired. These paper are terrible. Fuck.

I am going to have a very releaving fan post on Bloody Elbow so look for that. I have revisted the Gray Maynard V. Frankie Edger title match and I have found some interesting things.

Today

So continuing on the updating this daily thing. I smoked too much weed today. I really need to cut that out. But I did get in a good grappling and boxing session with my neighbor(awesome, I always spell that word wrong). I bought a screen for my hookah and some single shot shishas. I went to the new smoke shop which seems to be run by a couple of stoners, which is the way that head shops should be run.(shit I just realized that Blooger doesn't automatically capitalize the first letter in a sentence) To be honest I did not look closely at the glass they had and they had a very small and weak shisha collection. I am not sure about the place but I do want to help a local business.

Speaking of local business makes me think of something. This whole "Go Green"and"Think Global, Act Local" movement is all about small business. This is not a political arena that I know much about but it does seem that Republicans are the ones that think about small businesses and Democrats are into the local food thing. Why don't they join forces or something. There is a connection here.

Fuck I am tired. But all the great writers, write when they are tried and cranky. Shit thats why made them that way. If I want to be a great writer or any sort of writer at all then I have to write all the time and when I don't to.

I keep wondering where the President Obama that I voted for is. It was the candidate. This idealized man. How could we have come so far yet barley moved? Is our country so full have hate and anger that can't unite at all? Senator Obama was to be The Great Uniter and he may well be. But in begrudging compromise and under bitter terms. Which in reality is no unity at all. But then again when has any body truly compromised. I think a lot of times. The answer to all of our questions my friend is Nationalism(claps and cheers).

State of The Union

I have decided that I have to write at least once a day and that means updating this at least once a day. I just watched the State of the Union. I liked what the President had to say but it seemed all to familiar. I thought I heard a lot of it last year. I am still unsure how he wants to freeze spending and increase other areas of spending at the same time.
I got my second cartilage pierced and my industrial piercing.
I tripped on magic mushrooms on sunday.
I got a job transfer to the HT deli here.

Fuck

Things seem to get going well but I am still worried about money even though I don't need to be. I have my first day at the Harris Tetter up here. I munched on some magic mushrooms last night. I like the word Fuck.

Quick Hits

Fuck.
Michael Vick has been punished enough, we tried and "successfully" rehabilitated him. Why not all criminals?

It may not make sense in the blog but I will explain it soon.

I am gonna have a Fanpost to Bloodyelbow in defense of American Kickboxing Academy.

Is a true free market similar to an ecosystem?
True capatlism is social darwinism.

What's on my Netflix:
just watched "The Aristocrats" and I am currently watching "Man on Wire"

What I was gonna say

I was waiting on the phone for a half hour last night, I was waiting to say something on Luke Thomas's MMA radio show. I must say that I consider myself to be a pretty hardcore MMA fan and you guys will soon see my posts on some MMA blogs. Last night the first hour discussion was about The Ultimate Fighter reality TV show and Brock Lesnar and Junior Dos Santos being the two coaches for the upcoming season. I must admit that I like to see what the coaches bring in and how they coach, I do hope that the guys on the show become successful in the UFC. This personal side of the show gives you insight in to the coaches makes the show more enjoyable. As well I love seeing the antics, tomfoolary, meltdowns, blowups that happens on the show.
Let's be honest, the show is a one hour informercial for the UFC every week. I agree with Luke Thomas, the sport would be hurt if the show was not on. The UFC is being marketed though that show and the show makes casual fans into hard core fans and shows people what MMA is about. Yes, the antics hurt but the show has turned it's focus towards training and fighting. I was first introduced to the UFC and MMA though the show. People like drama and like constant entertainment and the show tells the fighters stories and this helps make the fighters more human and adds to the fights drama. Especially when a the scrappy kid from Vietnamese immigrants fights the recovering drug addict who just had a kid. That shit is great TV. Besides people are hitting each other in the face, all the while that beer commercials and commercials for upcoming fights are playing. (don't forget the occasional Viagra and Mexican beach resort commercials) The UFC is making a mint off of this. This show is brilliant and will only continue to be a staple of the UFC's marketing and the sport.
I still like to see the training and the coaches and guest coaches but lets be honest Rampage is a thug, Mir is goofy, GSP doesn't speak great english(not that it's a bad thing), and Tito is a bitch. I am not looking for great words of wisdom from this guys. I watch the show because it is entertaining, I want to see the guys train, I want to see the fights, I want to see the stupid things that Rampage says, and I just want more MMA. Fighting isin't like baseball or basketball where there are games on everyday and you can see your favorite player in action whenever you like. There is a fight about once every three weeks and you may only see your favorite fighter fight 3 times a year. We need that presence of the TUF show. It's a great show and a great money maker.

Dorian Gray, day 1

"Of all the people in the world the English have the least sense of the beauty of literature" -Oscar Wilde in The Picture of Dorian Gray.

This is a bold statement coming from an Irish author. It is by one of his characters but still is a profound statement to make about a country that has produced some of the greatest writers in human history, Shakespeare, Emily Dickinson, John Lennon, Paul MaCartney, etc.  

I enjoy this book so far and find it to be incredible writing but four chapters in and I am still wondering where the story is going? I know that the picture ages and Dorian Gray does not but that is not a sufficient plot. It seems like a mystery but that is just because I have not seen a firm plot yet. 

Rooster

I was going to cook a chicken recipe from one of the ones off of the list on my fridge. I thought a Rooster is the same thing as a chicken so I bought that. Most of my chicken recipes had more ingredients than I released so I am going to cook the Rooster tomorrow and then just start going down the list one by one.

What if I repeat Blog title posts?

Right now I am listening toe Oscar Widle's "A Picture of Dorian Gray" on audiobook. A book that I have wanting to read for a long time. A great Irish writer. I have finished "Slaughter House Five". It is a phenomenal book and the way that Ethan Hawke read it added to the joy of reading the book. He had a slow and dream like voice that added to the half conscious like state that the book takes place in.

I have started following two other blogs and posted on one. Hopefully I will get some followers.

An American Life

Is it a feeling of nationalism that makes me believe that an American's life is worth more than anther person's? A feeling of "hey, that's my brother, an American." But then I believe that other countries think that there citizens are worth more than any other. What is the value of an American life to other countries? When a someone wants to get attention they kill our citizens. We result to violence so quickly.

Venus

Is there was an Eraris like object but as close to the sun as Venus what debate would we be having and what would be it's planetary designation?

Food

I just got food from Harris Teeter. I am going to make this oriantal, coleslaw salad thing. It's wicked good.

So I have been thinking

        I am going to try to make this blog bigger so that people will actually read it. I have looked up a few ways to this. I should post links, have tags so that I show up in searches, I should read and comment on other people's blogs. So this are all things that I am going to try and do. Also I am going to start to Podcast so that should be interesting.
    
      So school starts tomorrow. I am really looking forward to it. My classes are going to be awesome and I am focused and have a list of things that I have to do and that I am going to do. I am gonna fuck shit up this semester. My apartment looks pretty rad too. It's clean and organized and awesome.

    Time for some football?

Water Balloon to the Face, sloooooowwwwmmmmoooo

This is fucking amazing. I randomly found this on You-tube. The way the balloon warps around the guys head and the pops is really interesting.

Here the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=90VyvOhPmA0&feature=rec-LGOUT-farside_rev-rn-4r-17-HM

I have just read "The Art of War". But I feel like I have to read it again to pay attention. Right now I am reading "Importance of Being Earnest" by Oscar Wilde.