Lost my ability to write

I think about these posts. I don't look at them. Their shit, I have lost confidence in my ability to write. This is going to be my semester by I have just not wanted to write these paper this week. Writing is different than speaking, I am a speaker that has come to writing. I want to write but I hate writing. Maybe it's because I smoke to much. I am not sure. I am tired. These paper are terrible. Fuck.

I am going to have a very releaving fan post on Bloody Elbow so look for that. I have revisted the Gray Maynard V. Frankie Edger title match and I have found some interesting things.

Today

So continuing on the updating this daily thing. I smoked too much weed today. I really need to cut that out. But I did get in a good grappling and boxing session with my neighbor(awesome, I always spell that word wrong). I bought a screen for my hookah and some single shot shishas. I went to the new smoke shop which seems to be run by a couple of stoners, which is the way that head shops should be run.(shit I just realized that Blooger doesn't automatically capitalize the first letter in a sentence) To be honest I did not look closely at the glass they had and they had a very small and weak shisha collection. I am not sure about the place but I do want to help a local business.

Speaking of local business makes me think of something. This whole "Go Green"and"Think Global, Act Local" movement is all about small business. This is not a political arena that I know much about but it does seem that Republicans are the ones that think about small businesses and Democrats are into the local food thing. Why don't they join forces or something. There is a connection here.

Fuck I am tired. But all the great writers, write when they are tried and cranky. Shit thats why made them that way. If I want to be a great writer or any sort of writer at all then I have to write all the time and when I don't to.

I keep wondering where the President Obama that I voted for is. It was the candidate. This idealized man. How could we have come so far yet barley moved? Is our country so full have hate and anger that can't unite at all? Senator Obama was to be The Great Uniter and he may well be. But in begrudging compromise and under bitter terms. Which in reality is no unity at all. But then again when has any body truly compromised. I think a lot of times. The answer to all of our questions my friend is Nationalism(claps and cheers).

Fuck

Things seem to get going well but I am still worried about money even though I don't need to be. I have my first day at the Harris Tetter up here. I munched on some magic mushrooms last night. I like the word Fuck.