Lost my ability to write

I think about these posts. I don't look at them. Their shit, I have lost confidence in my ability to write. This is going to be my semester by I have just not wanted to write these paper this week. Writing is different than speaking, I am a speaker that has come to writing. I want to write but I hate writing. Maybe it's because I smoke to much. I am not sure. I am tired. These paper are terrible. Fuck.

I am going to have a very releaving fan post on Bloody Elbow so look for that. I have revisted the Gray Maynard V. Frankie Edger title match and I have found some interesting things.

Today

So continuing on the updating this daily thing. I smoked too much weed today. I really need to cut that out. But I did get in a good grappling and boxing session with my neighbor(awesome, I always spell that word wrong). I bought a screen for my hookah and some single shot shishas. I went to the new smoke shop which seems to be run by a couple of stoners, which is the way that head shops should be run.(shit I just realized that Blooger doesn't automatically capitalize the first letter in a sentence) To be honest I did not look closely at the glass they had and they had a very small and weak shisha collection. I am not sure about the place but I do want to help a local business.

Speaking of local business makes me think of something. This whole "Go Green"and"Think Global, Act Local" movement is all about small business. This is not a political arena that I know much about but it does seem that Republicans are the ones that think about small businesses and Democrats are into the local food thing. Why don't they join forces or something. There is a connection here.

Fuck I am tired. But all the great writers, write when they are tried and cranky. Shit thats why made them that way. If I want to be a great writer or any sort of writer at all then I have to write all the time and when I don't to.

I keep wondering where the President Obama that I voted for is. It was the candidate. This idealized man. How could we have come so far yet barley moved? Is our country so full have hate and anger that can't unite at all? Senator Obama was to be The Great Uniter and he may well be. But in begrudging compromise and under bitter terms. Which in reality is no unity at all. But then again when has any body truly compromised. I think a lot of times. The answer to all of our questions my friend is Nationalism(claps and cheers).

Fuck

Things seem to get going well but I am still worried about money even though I don't need to be. I have my first day at the Harris Tetter up here. I munched on some magic mushrooms last night. I like the word Fuck.

Quick Hits

Fuck.
Michael Vick has been punished enough, we tried and "successfully" rehabilitated him. Why not all criminals?

It may not make sense in the blog but I will explain it soon.

I am gonna have a Fanpost to Bloodyelbow in defense of American Kickboxing Academy.

Is a true free market similar to an ecosystem?
True capatlism is social darwinism.

What's on my Netflix:
just watched "The Aristocrats" and I am currently watching "Man on Wire"

Dorian Gray, day 1

"Of all the people in the world the English have the least sense of the beauty of literature" -Oscar Wilde in The Picture of Dorian Gray.

This is a bold statement coming from an Irish author. It is by one of his characters but still is a profound statement to make about a country that has produced some of the greatest writers in human history, Shakespeare, Emily Dickinson, John Lennon, Paul MaCartney, etc.  

I enjoy this book so far and find it to be incredible writing but four chapters in and I am still wondering where the story is going? I know that the picture ages and Dorian Gray does not but that is not a sufficient plot. It seems like a mystery but that is just because I have not seen a firm plot yet. 

Rooster

I was going to cook a chicken recipe from one of the ones off of the list on my fridge. I thought a Rooster is the same thing as a chicken so I bought that. Most of my chicken recipes had more ingredients than I released so I am going to cook the Rooster tomorrow and then just start going down the list one by one.

What if I repeat Blog title posts?

Right now I am listening toe Oscar Widle's "A Picture of Dorian Gray" on audiobook. A book that I have wanting to read for a long time. A great Irish writer. I have finished "Slaughter House Five". It is a phenomenal book and the way that Ethan Hawke read it added to the joy of reading the book. He had a slow and dream like voice that added to the half conscious like state that the book takes place in.

I have started following two other blogs and posted on one. Hopefully I will get some followers.

Venus

Is there was an Eraris like object but as close to the sun as Venus what debate would we be having and what would be it's planetary designation?

Food

I just got food from Harris Teeter. I am going to make this oriantal, coleslaw salad thing. It's wicked good.

So I have been thinking

        I am going to try to make this blog bigger so that people will actually read it. I have looked up a few ways to this. I should post links, have tags so that I show up in searches, I should read and comment on other people's blogs. So this are all things that I am going to try and do. Also I am going to start to Podcast so that should be interesting.
    
      So school starts tomorrow. I am really looking forward to it. My classes are going to be awesome and I am focused and have a list of things that I have to do and that I am going to do. I am gonna fuck shit up this semester. My apartment looks pretty rad too. It's clean and organized and awesome.

    Time for some football?