Netflix is a a pretty sweet service.
I am not sure what I will write here but I will attempt to share my struggles with quitting drinking.
I am listening to season 1 of Def Poetry and the current poet sucks.
The last time I drank was October 31st so I am 40 something days clean I believe.
I have been smoking a lot of weed recently and it is the first in my life where I am smoking every day and most of the day. I keep feeling like I am in this fantasy world. I keep comparing getting high to getting drink or drinking compared to smoking and what it would be like if I was still drinking or if I was not drinking and not smoking and where my life would be. All I know if that I did not drink today and I have not drank for a while so that has to be good and that has to mean that I doing something right.
There was a weird conversation today about quitting and addiction and it got intense. I felt uncomfortable because it was serious and I dint want to talk about it. I don't drink and people make sure I don't. I just need help with someone introducing me to the other dudes.
I am gonna get watch a movie.
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